The Good Life

So anywho, she shows up to class late anyway, and I got help from the main shy introvert besides me in our group. And I guess we accomplished things…

But after class the other girl asked if I could stay after, so me that girl and the other introvert went into the hallway. And she had a ‘talking’ with me. Like repeating things multiple times, basically the things she sent in the email and almost felt like she was trying to make me feel bad.

And it didn’t help that she kept saying basically the same thing over and over again and I just wanted to get out of there. I didn’t want to have to look her in the eye and I kept looking away, fiddling with my ceramic coffee mug and just plain avoiding looking at her all the while saying a mixture of yeahs, okays, and I understands. I mentioned once more that since I am not a film student I don’t know that type of stuff and the issue last time was that she didn’t get the videos to me on time (which is more her fault than mine but I didn’t say that little part), and fit in a short bit about anxiety. I tried my best not to blush or allow my eyes to become watery. And I suppose that was pretty successful with the aid of the 5htp. It does work for the physical affects of anxiety.